bk to blogging after a long time..

im now in uni dy..juz end my first sem..everyting goes quite well here..but my love life is still zero..haha...as for my career im quite well known in basketball and fencing in my uni...hehe..proud of it..i hv found a girl tat im interested in dy...and she is the girl tat alwiz ask me which girl i like haha..she dun even noe tat i like her..im juz waiting for the suitable time to tell her,,coz sked giv her a big suprise..
besides tat im quite happy coz i will be participating in ipoh open basketball comp..hope tat i can do sumting for my team..i will b bk to ipoh on tuesday...cant wait to c my frens..tats all for now..tata..^^

terrible life..

actually i dunno wat is alwiz bothering me in my life..it is juz my problem or my parents..watever tings i wanna do they never support..all the tings tat they ever do is objecting wat i wanna do..when i say i got pressure and wanna go drink wif frens they ask me y cant discuss the pressure wif them..if i talk to them bout girls will they understand??they r really too much..they r one of the pressure im having..beside tat i got work pressure from my idiotic boss hu alwiz tinks tat tings can be done easily..and it makes me feel tat i've found a wrong job..i've tink of quting it but wat will happen to my fren?..she is the 1 tat intro me here and i never wan here nam to b disgraced bcoz of me,...wat shud i do..all tat i can do now i typing all of my pressure into tis blog coz i dun have any1 to share my problems..how can i ever feel better?...i really hope tat i can study far away from home coz i really cant stand it anymore..life is really difficult for me living wif my parents..i really cant stand them..maybe its my problem..but im really a guy tat doesnt care much bout family relationship..maybe i shud juz live alone in tis world..maybe tis way i'll feel way way better..sigh

once loved very hard to forget

its been almost 1 year already but i find tat its almost impossible for me to forget her..eventhough all my close friends told me tat she is not a gud girl and not suitable and using me only..i still dunno y i still like her..i did try to fall in luv wif other girls but they do not giv me the same feeling..most of my frens tinks tat i like her juz bcoz she is pretty..but its not the truth..i juz cant explain to them wat i like about her..for tis 1 whole year i keep on telling my friends tat i already forget about her but recently when i saw her with other guys i juz tink tat y she can b nice to other guys but cool towards me,..she was once very close to me during a year ago but tat time is bcoz she is using me only..after tat she seldom contact me..she only contact me when she nids my help with assingment or help her to do homework..i dunno y i still like her eventhough i noe tat she will juz hurt me.am i an idiot?

confused

yesterday she sms me and tell me tat she is sick..y would she tell me neh?am i any1 to her?sumtimes i dunno i shud trust her anot..she alwiz says tat we r gud frens..but i only feel tat she is my gud fren when she nids my help tat time..at other times i feel tat she like dunno me oso..strating to feel confuse but i noe tat i cant trust her 100%..i can juz hope tat she is not using me anymore..i really wanted to trust her..but if she do like tat again i have nothing to say liao..juz can blame myself for being stupid..tats all for today bye bye..

FiNiSH aT LaST

today at last finished the photo session..feel so relieved..today chat wif my cousin bro..he is still very hensem la..im glad he got gf edi..as for me still lame and unwanted...haiz y tis happen to me..tired dy..bye

MoNDaY iS THe WoRST DaY

as usual i went to skul today...today quite happy coz i din fell asleep when the history teacher is teaching...then during recess i saw 1 of the leng lui in my skul smiling wif my heng tai..hehe..at last he got chance to get gf loo...then today got a bit tak syok coz now only i realize tat got sum people kenot be praised 1..after they get praised they will be egoistic..they really think tat they dam hensem and dam gud and elithing and when u advise them they will feel tat ur jealous..wat kin of people is tis?tats all for today coz tmr nid to study for stupid pp quiz..hope tat i can score...tata ^_^

meaningless life...

my life is so meaningless...today play dota oso all lose...today afternoon c my boss wif his gf so happy i oso feel like im so useless...i alwiz fail to find my girl..i never noe the feeling of paktoh...i really hope tat 1 day my dream girl will appear...its all up to god as they say...wat to do?...tmr skul again..skul is the place tat i hate the most coz it is full of stupid prefects..they tink tat they r dam perfect..their hair is short so they jealous wif our hair and alwiz catch us..the ketua perempuan tat day in front of the fierce guy complaun my hair...so idiotic..anyway hope tat eli1 happy..and a small reminder..any1 tat mess wif my frens means messing wif me.