confused

yesterday she sms me and tell me tat she is sick..y would she tell me neh?am i any1 to her?sumtimes i dunno i shud trust her anot..she alwiz says tat we r gud frens..but i only feel tat she is my gud fren when she nids my help tat time..at other times i feel tat she like dunno me oso..strating to feel confuse but i noe tat i cant trust her 100%..i can juz hope tat she is not using me anymore..i really wanted to trust her..but if she do like tat again i have nothing to say liao..juz can blame myself for being stupid..tats all for today bye bye..